mistakes...learn or not learn??

people makes mistakes..
a lot..not one but a lot...
i am one of them too...
why must me make a silly mistake??why??
it just happened without any intention...
i am so sorry...
i am soooooooooo sad...sad because when i'm trying to change but other said vice versa....
sedih bila kita nak org phm kita tp takda plak yg sudi..tp takpa..i learn...learn a lot...experiences give me sweet n bitter being a human...being a person..
ehehe..what is going on...sometimes i felt like end up to be in depression...nau'zubillah...i dont want to...ampunkan dosaku Ya Allah..aku akan cuba sehabis baik mnjadi yg terbaik..aku juga tidak smpurna...
aku kdg2 kisah nk org phm aku..tp lama2..timbul yg xsemua org akan phm aku...biarlah aku dpt phm org...at least depa tak rasa apa aku rasa =)
aku taknak mengharap...mgkin pepatah "memberi lebih baik dr menerima"..
boleh ke tak aku nk cuba tiru pepatah tu??
boleh tak...???
insyaAllah..di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan...insyaAllah...
tiada niat nk menyinggung perasaan sapa2 pon..aku just nk luahkan perasaan aku ja...so i am a lil bit relieve..alhamdulillah...
as i grow up...i can see many things...experienced a lot from others...
so many of us...same color of hair...BUT....really different in personality....teringat firman Allah di mana Allah ada menyatakan bahawa Dia telah mncipta kita dalam berbagai bgsa..kaum...supaya kita dapat bersatu..aku tak ingat full version..tp lebih kurg cmtula maksudnya.. =)
aku bkn jenis yg baik..or alim..i just ordinary....biasa ja....

so....xkesahla org leh phm ang or tak..yg penting u know urself better and u know a bit of others...
it needs time...
REALLY...it needs time...
mereka yg rasional saja yg mampu "melihat"...

p/s: syg sayang abg... =)

p/s: aku masih mencuba....