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HO~

2010-07-02T10:10:00.000+08:00

i hope i can go through it....
alhamdulillah
Allah masih memberi kesempatan padaku....
setiap dugaan itu pasti punya hikmah dibelakangnya
than to All doctors~!!!
please teach us in better way to give us the BEST~!!!

too lazy to update~

2010-06-04T08:02:00.002+08:00

FYI i will start my works as doctor insyaAllah in HSB....alor setar maiii....

after 1 month holidays....i put on weight....sigh..ahaha...but the think is..mkan jgn tak mkan...

nauseated....bye....

i told u....i am too lazy to update

syg sayang abg~!!

2010-05-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

29hb april sampai ari ni...1hb mei...me n hubby were having a very good time together even i did something bad upon him..syg minta maaf abg...selepas itu syg tahu...kita memerlukan antara satu sama lain..kita sama2 sayang....syg taknak dah wat camtu kat abg tau..
STOP pasal bnda sedeh....jom happy...ehehe
kami dalam 3 hari tu enjoy makan.....MAKAN ehehe...pastu saling menyalahkan satu sma lain yg makin LEBAR ahaha...jom senam!!bakar lemak....
29th....abg balik umah.....masak sambal ayam masak merah ala "aku" ehehe...pastu wat carrot cake....nyum2 sedap...thanx to shaleen n her blog....ngeh3....aku plak sonok baking....
30th.....kami kuar cari bahan2 utk wat spageti..yummy...okeh makan lgi...ehehe.....mkn eskrem sama2 masa tu...beli sushi....beli donut bw balik bg adik2 aku yg asyik pesan...mlmnya...kami menguli meatball...yummy...makan sate plak...hubby pesan masa odw blk dr masjid...ehehe...mkn mkn mkn....
today...1st may..hari pekerja...kami wat spageti.....2kuah....(nk upload pic tp takda card reader plak..nk kena cari usb kamera...mana letak ntah) then wat kek...ehehhhe n....kami goreng meatball.....ngeh3.....1st time wat jadik alhamdulillah...(msti ada org gelak kat aku..ahahaha)
wat kek carrot bg abg bawa balik hostel dia...bg bekal spageti lg...ehehe...he really loves them...

conclusion.....we love eating when we meet each other...thank u abg.....muahhhhhXX~

p/s:nanti sy upload pic if berkesempatan..insyaAllah

L.O.V.E

2010-04-24T20:22:00.001+08:00

i love u my Hubby~

i love u when u hug me~

i love u when u kiss me~

i love u when u calm me~

i love u when u tease me~

i love u when u make me laugh~

i love u when u wipe my tears~

i love u when u console me~

i love u abg~

i love u the way u are~

thank you for loving me this MUCH~

Ya Allah..jalinkanlah kasihsayang ini hingga ke syurga dan dibawah rahmatMu kasihsayangMu..amiin

homey...and THE lists.....

2010-04-21T22:20:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah..im home now...holidays?????? #_# suddenly i dont know what to do..isk.....

however..i have some lists-TO-DO...huhuhu OMG OMG~!! bnyk la weiiii... =P
i try my best to achieve them insyaAllah...

the LISTs...

1-perform my NAZAR --> 1 week + 11 days??? + 3 days = 21days..insyaAllah...i will do...thank u Allah for granted our Du'a...

2-do house chores..tomorrow....abg nk balik..yeayyy!

3-plan for future finance

4-plan for future career, new car, new house

5-plan to get pregnant

6-besides pregnant----& i would like to change my diet style....fruits n veges....yoshhhh~!!! and exercise...

7-long term--& be a good daughter,daughter in law, sister, sis in law, future mother, insyaAllah...

8-open a new account for children...

9-an account for savings..

10-perform haj...(jauhnya pk...insyaAllah ada rezki umo pnjg)

11-ahhh so many...later i sambung lg....

aaahhhhhchooooo~!!!!

2010-04-19T11:55:00.002+08:00

sniff sniff....haihhh.....berair idung kemas bilik....actually dah start ari jumaat ari tu...pg ni smbung baju2...ahahaha satu beg...beg org g haji...besar n tinggi ahahha...aduh3....i feel very discomfort with this runny nose and itchy2...ahaha...fuhhh a big relieve...i manage to do it..bukan apa..nk pos mlm nih...i rather gadai duit utk pos...uhhuhu what kind of thinking....nevermind..

* * *

ermmm.....this mixed feelings...really make me uncomfortable...huhuhu...
am i gonna leave USMKK???? YES of course...BUT....i will leave all my friends...insyaAllah..till we meet sumwhere...but when....emmmm sedeh....we have facebook kan???? so....do keep in touch...and i will insyaAllah...wait till my BIG announcement....ehe *surprise*

front: rohani n dayah

back: me n nazirah

left: irma, watif, lala, hanis n nazirah

to all my dearest friends....nazirah...ewin...dayah...irma...even we apart in different groups..i feel the closeness (sometimes i dont...but i want to think in a better way...) i want to apologize for the wrong that i did....anything..from the act, words...or gesture..i wish and pray for u...all da best in the future...kalu kawen gtau ye~

to those yg always be friend to me....

sya (sya nody), noddy,nurul, dama....ika...lini....adni....farah...watif and the gang, pit,daoh, acap, odeng...sarep..mus'ab(ahahah asyik gadoh ja ngn mamat ni...dahla awek nma sama), apis, ahha telupa jon n faliq...dan juga mondek (azmi...ex-soksek)....u guys are awesome...yg tak kena mention jgn kecik ati....u guys are all in my heart...

to all juniors..belaja rajin2....ehe special to hazirah the tokey roti..ahaha i love to hang out with u....julie..tiqah...may..aainaa rai.....aina is..dila...ema.....hanis....ija...aiman...and many more..tak lupa jugak kat alia n yasmin...dan jugak mimi....love u guys...thank u for all the supports....

kwn2 yg sentiasa ada di sisi.....nana...rafizah...attib..ehehe thank u.....nana..kmi tunggu ang jadi doc gg...yeay..pasni p kat ang la wat check2 nih...

not to forget to my group 1 members....yati...yan...zahid...su....fifi...mama..u are hot!, dila...zati n kak nini....ehe..kiki...u must be strong...we will pray for ur success...love u!!! minta maaf kat smua org.....kalu ada salah silap...ganbatte semua jd ho nti..yg nk kawen please inform ye..eheheh......i will miss u guys..

last but not least....to all lecturers and doctors...thank u for teaching us...we will be humble just to make USMKK proud of us.....

alhamdulillah....MD...

2010-04-19T11:33:00.001+08:00

i think it is a lil bit late to post this..ehehe it doesnt mater..if we count, the day my result announced...it was...last 3days...how can i feel like 10 days?!!alhamdulillah..im so happy...to me....to my hubby of course....and to ALL my friends..however..some of them who close to me didnt make it now...u guys must fight!!! we all with u!

me and nazirah

to my hubby..thanx dear because u came to me...together we listen to the announcement...if u know..i just wanna hug u that time...but i did as soon as we were in our room....thank u my love~!!!

to all my friends....our journey just begin....be strong...and always pray to keep us in the right pathway....

hubby~ ^^v

after all..these 5years...alhamdulillah....i feel relieve...can go home with a thankful smile...thank u my mom~!! i know u wanna come and fetch me.i dont want to burden u...u are such a superduper strong...i know...i just cant bare to see u drive here...anyway mak....terimakasih..

now...i have a lot of things to do...wait and see....

while waiting~

2010-04-12T14:09:00.002+08:00

while waiting...

my heart is pounding...

while waiting....

my heart is beating...

while waiting..

my mind keep on thinking...

while waiting...

i keep on praying...

while waiting...

im giving all to Allah...as He knows the Best for each of us....

while waiting...

Ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati kami....semoga doa2 kami dimakbulkan oehMu Ya Rabb yg Maha Pemurah lg Maha Penyayang...amiin

Allahuakbar~ Allah itu Maha Hebat~Subhanallah~

2010-04-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

this is PRO III edition..

just wanna tell u all...betapa hebatnya kebesaran Allah itu..

in the middle of nowhere...He shows the right path for those who ask from Him...

aku sgt3 bersyukur dgn nikmat Allah itu.

thanx kak na wat pos tu pg td kat Fb..syukran~

termotivasi sblom g long case...Alhamdullilah i pass thru'..may Allah help us again tomorrow and this comin sunday..insyaAllah

p/s:ain have faith!!! doa banyak~ insyaAllah....till then~

the day~

2010-04-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

ain syg..
sok exam (^_^) wat yg terbaik...
bermaaf-maafan...
be yourself...

be motivated...
u must motivate urself...
keep on praying...
betulkan niat...
semoga yg dipinta didengariNya...dimakbulkan Allah...insyaAllah..

no more tears..only for happiness...
i know this is our fate...our tests at dunia...be strong...
Allah uji mereka mengikut kemampuan mereka..

Ya Allah...aku mohon kekuatan dariMu...kpdMu aku memohon agar dipermudahkan diriku dan rakan2ku menempuhi exam ini Ya Rahman Ya Rahim...sesungguhnya Engkaulah yg Maha Kaya lg Maha Mendengar lg Maha berkuasa...Ya Rabb,tenangkanlah hati kami,lapangkanlah dada dan fikiran kami...semoga rahma kasih syg kamu melimpahi kami...turunkanlah ilham tika kami memerlukannya Ya Allah..amiin...

packed!!!!! i want to unPACKed....!~

2010-03-21T09:59:00.001+08:00

baru je balik dr bertemu hubby n mak n adik2...
pastu baru je smpai pg td 415pg...(dr kedah kalu smpai 5pg) ok...
penat..sampai2 je rasa sesak napas...ahaha why????nk exam......
nk positive....
nk maintain study tp tak nak stress.....
bedoa dan terus berdoa...penting...
always keep in touch with others...
dont show any feelings that may hurt others...(really dislike this kind of attitude) na'uzubillah..

just be me...!!

(^____^) at least i met my hubby and mommy..

next plans:
achieve a good result to myself...PRO3 im comin'!!!! +/- reduce some weight eheheh
meet hubby's parent
plan for the future-house,car,baby..ehehe career insyaAllah

bak kata pepatah...biarlah berangan mat jenin, janji ada usaha!haiitt ganbatte!!!!!!

Ya Allah..sesungguhNya kami hanya mampu berusaha dan Engkaula penentu segalanya...ketentuanMu melebih segala2nya ..dan setiap ketentuan itu adalah yg terbaik utk kami...insyaAllah....amiinnn

13.03.2010

2010-03-14T02:29:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt...

huhuhu tarik kat atas tu bnyk ajar aku ari nih...
nak tau ape?

meh nk cita ckit...ehehe

ari ni...dr 7 pg smpaila 1045 (mlm okie) xda letrik...pastu...rutin aku ---->

pg - wad,diskusi
tghri - solat zohor, makan McD (hahaha kempunan nasik kafe yg tetiba abes awl....adeihh)
ptg - follow the beat (apa itu?? menari ahah bg peluh)---> HP TAKDAK BATTERY
mlm - dinner kueyteow sup, tunggu letrik dalam kepanasan smpi tetido...huhuhu the MOST important part is...aku TERLUPA/ TAK TERLINTAS nk msj or call hubby aku bgtau keadaan aku kat cni..
then eletrik ada balik...terus aku on HP...nk call hubby..tetiba dia yg call...uhuhuhu

"sedih sgt aku ri ni...wat hubby aku risau...tepon aku berkali2...mesej punya la bnyk masuk...makin sayang aku kat dia...risau sampai camtu sekali...ntah3 dia miss makan mlm dia sebab aku...errmmm abg syg minta maaf sangat tau...syg okay...syg taktau nape syg tak terlintas nk msj masa tu or call guna hp kawan..yg syg tau..nk tunggu ada lertik then call abg...maafkan syg..i love u soooo much..."

itula peristiwa bersejarah..i promised myself and of course to my dear hubby...that i wont repeat this silly thing again...no more....i dont want him to be too worry about me...i love u sooo much...

p/s: i really learn a lesson today...~alhamdulillah...

tik...tok...tik...tok...KKRRRRiiiinnnnnGGGGG!!!!!

2010-03-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt...
sihat semua ari nih???
perasan tak tajuk post kali nih???nk tau knapa? in few weeks time...me and my friends will face the DAY...our final exam...nervous tgk masa berlalu.....aku plak dpt mc...3hari...2hari dah tak p kelas....wawawawa...kemalasan dah melanda...shhyyuuuhhhh shuhhhh syhhuuuh..p jauh2 MALAS....xsuka...sy nk RAJIN yg ada dkt ngn sy....mampukah bertahan????minda ckp rajin tp badan penat perlu rehat...otak perlu rehat lantas tertido....bila terjaga ja....minda ckp peMALAS...mana ada ...bdn perlu rehat nih..otak pon perlu rehat.......nk mngeluh takkan kemana....istighfar...istighfar bnyk2...Allah Tahu apa yg kita lalui....look on the BRIGHT side...at least ckp kat diri sndiri..."Alhamdulillah...td dah baca sekian sekian..."tidur itu nikmat...bdn kita perlu rehat...(dah dah...merapu je tahu...(^__^)v )

ain...
in this few weeks...do whatever u can do...dont give up easily...
it is sooo not u...
always remind urself...that Allah Always be with us...He gives us test because He loves us.....have faith...

ain...
always said to urself that "I can do it"...
be confident...yet dont OVER confident...(dr.kamarul always remind that....in medical,dont over confident...give option...and there is always an exception)
be polite to urself and patient and examiner....

ain...
pray a lot ya dear...
keep on praying while u are trying hard to achieve what u want...what u desire...
lets make them proud of u..

ain...
loves are around u...they are everywhere...
use them...make ur life to the fullest...BUT dont forget the syariat...
again..smile and be tough inside out...

ain...
all da best~!!!!
do ur BEST~!!!!
dont give up till the last second...insyaAllah....

"Ya Allah...sesungguhNya Engkau Maha Mengetahui apa yg tersurat dan tersirat dlm hati kami...bantulah kami Ya Rabb...takdir kami telah tertulis..biarlah ia membawa kepada khabar gembira Ya Rabb Al-'alamin...rahmatilah kami Ya Allah...."

post CNY holiday..^^

2010-02-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

salamz..
nothing much to say...my hands dont want to type what i want to type...why???my brain said NO to the hands...huhuhu apakah??
sorry..
6 weeks left...my feelings...trembling..going upside down...become more sensitive..(ain!!! put away those kind of negative thoughts!!) im also a human....whatever it is ....Allah is the Almighty...ask and pray for His forgiveness and bless..i want all of us (inc my frens) pass with flying colours...like the rainbow after the rain...beautiful and delicate...very nice...

ahaha...post CNY??what i planned did not go well..hihihi "kita mampu merancang,Dia yg tentukannya"
mcm tu ke masa cuti ari tu?i guess so...xpala...looking on the bright side...makes me move forward..and try to be the best...currently my thoughts and minds always go to my husband...his image..his voices...i missed him...
i missed to cuddle besides him...i know.if someone need maxolon..who cares..he is my husband...dont get angry...forgive me.. (^_^) cant wait to meet him...

there must be a few obstacles being far from him...missing him is one thing..but he knows what i need..always ask to take photos before going back here...during CNY holidays...we went to jusco, had KFC as our meal...balik melantak lg...ahhaa...the next day,planned to go back to his home,but end up in sunway, watched cinema.."percy jackson and the lightning thief" ehehhe.. i like this movie...the legend or myths in Greek..ehehe... terukla i nih..asyik minat fantasy ja..aahha the reality is waiting on the other side...huhuhu istighfar..camnala leh end up kat situ??the busticket yg kitorang nak takda...ada pon lewat...we plan to go back just for a while...tp xkan nk amek lmbt then blk awal...cam tak fair ja...end up...tak balik...ermmm pas exam i want to go back la...bwa my hubby together la...meeting his parents...

hurmmmm.....(stop it ain)

ahad plak...we went a few of kenduri..kawen...tunang....then end up in the hospital...my grandma on father's side admitted in CCU alhamdulillah she had been transferred in medical ward...in ccu she, being observed by doctors..huhuhu looking at the ecg...i realise sumthing..yet i didnot know the Dx...rasa nk tnya doc masa tu je..ahahhaa...nama ja medical student..tu la sapa soh masuk wad jarang cuci tgn..kan dah kena tgu one of the doc there...i learn....ehehe my mistakes....gelak je ngn my hubby..hehhe...pastu baru tergegeh basuh..hihihi...siap kena pesan "tolong gtau sedara yg laen ye"

doc tu semacam ja aku rasa..stresss keja kot...org cuti dia keja...:P
please ain dont act like that when u once be there...uhuhuhuhu..
isnin...surprise birthday cake for my mom,aunty,sis and bro...ehee...4 org sekaligus..berbaloi...sedap la plak kek tu....black forest...ahahha ngidam yummy.....ehehe..

ok la...nti sy upload pic insyaAllah...rasa malas sgt la...huhuhuhu....

p/s: ain ganbatte...berusahak dlm masa 6minggu..use ur time wisely....

am i ready??

2010-02-11T19:20:00.002+08:00

today..my lucky and unlucky day...but i look at the bright way...

"u are unfit to discuss or even to enter exam"

fuhh..menusuk kalbu...

i take it as a challenge.however...i hurt inside..huhuhu...im also a human with feelings..im not a robot...nor a cyborg...hait...

i dont want to keep sighing...instead..i want to change...i want to improve...at least a bit...

u know what..it is sooo hard to make everybody satisfied..huhuhu

ain...please stand still..let ur head be straight at the shoulder (betul ke aku ckp ni?)

whatever happened...there is HIKMAH inside...have FAITH..

Allah itu Maha Adil lg Maha Penyayang..

p/s:u still have time...ganbatte!!! dont give up till ur last second..insyaAllah

finish it~

2010-02-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

lately~
so many of us saying bout this..finish what we've started...yes...im gonna do it..
im trying my best..to settle many things...still im afraid of facing it...somehow, i keep on saying positive to me myself...and sometimes to my friends...
somehow..i realize...maybe there are a few of us act irritably, maybe they mean it and most of the time..they dont..
yeah..we people always and always act for ourselves yet we might forgot those around us..it may hurt someone inside..it's life..no big deal...if we try to act politely, some may say we are tooooooo kind...too humble yet easily get hurt...(sigh) keep on sighing doesnt give any results..
i try to "pujuk" myself and keep saying that people is different...we are same outside but different inside...i believe that..everybody has their own experiences i guess..me as well
however...we have to keep on trying...be positive...keep smiling....have faith...always ask from Allah ~

p/s: i'll always remember your advices dear...your encourage words....thanx dear hubby...

semakin hari semakin sayang~

2010-02-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt....(skema la plak..) (^^)

yeay minggu depan balik cuti jumpa hubby...jumpa mak...mertua..ehhee dah bnyk org kena jumpa....

this week is a very tough week for me..not only a few weeks more to PRO but emotionally tough..ahhaa rasa cam dah tunggang langgang dah bi aku..waaaa...

kena semangat!!!!

yeahhh!! of course..kena selalu think +ve!!!

avoid negativism...

cant wait to go back to see them all...

wait for me...

there'll be surprise mini-party at my home insyaAllah =)

p/s: happy birthday kaklang n mak!!! happy belated birthday adeq!!

too much to say~

2010-01-25T01:46:00.000+08:00

i realize...so many things happened in our life..

lost...gift...happy...sad...hope...hopeless..

whatever is it..

always and always go back to Allah..

He is our Creator..He Knows the Best for us..

the gifts which Allah Gives us...the most PRECIOUS...

appreciate it...be grateful on it...always say Alhamdulillah..

if we have a lot of OBSTACLES to handle..

always istighfar..Astaghfirullahil'azim..

if we get or see or experience something that shows Allah's Mightiness.

say Allahu Akbar..

if we experience something sad..

say Innalillahiwainnailaihi raji'un...

dont forget to selawat...

dont forget to zikir...

this is the medications for soul and heart..

p/s: insyaAllah..selamat beramal

stress??? anger?? happy??

2010-01-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

lately...dah lupe nk tulis blog..ahahaah.
bz ke aku nih???spatutnya bz la kan...tp aku relax je..betul ke nih??aku cuba bz tp takleh...

ehmmm cita tak kena...xcita pon tak kena....

this week is my final week in orthopedic..
the exciting aura had been reduced...slowly...i try to be enthusiastic...waaaaa cannot!!!!
i hate myself....hate when this "inferior" feelings overcome my confidence level (confident la sgt aku nih..)
seeing my friends discuss a lot of things, i realise that i have a lot of things to cover...alhamdulillah Allah shows hte way to me..but then..i..somehow feel a bit stress because of i felt like i did know anything about it...start to act quitely..be silence..but deep inside i want to share but i felt like people around me somehow do not believe in me (hahahaha laugh to myself)..

i think i have very STRONG instinct..but on the bad side...susah susah nih....astaghfirullah...

Ya Allah bantulah aku dlm menangani masalah ni....bersihkanlah hatiku YA Rahman...

bila dah terlajak cakap baru la perasan..bnyk benor aku wat silap...
bak kata pepatah; "terlajak perahu boleh ditarik...terlajak kata buruk padahnya"
"sudah terhantuk baru terngadah"

benda sudah jadi..aku perlu berubah...change myself...bkn bertukar jd superman tp jadi org yg lebih baik...
betul suami aku cakap..."kurgkan bercakap...bnykkan amalan"

amonolog - "ain...u know yourself...u know your limit..u have the confidence...u will become a good doctor..whatever it is.be istiqamah..usaha doa n tawakal...remember all the advices...recall back what u had done previously during your primary,secondary school,matrix and last 2 PROs exam...u have the courage dear ain..u have it...be positive...POSITIVE..smile to the world...u will be happy..always and always pray to Allah..ask His forgiveness and ask for His bless"

p/s:ain remember this monolog...

doa utk mendapat zuriat~

2010-01-09T15:58:00.000+08:00

"Wahai Tuhanku! Kurniakanlah kepadaku dari sisi-Mu zuriat keturunan yang baik. Sesungguhnya Engkau sentiasa Mendengar (menerima) doa." (ali-‘Imran: 38).

Keterangan ayat:
Al-Imam al-Samarqandi meriwayatkan bahawa Nabi Zakaria pernah merasakan baginda tidak akan mendapat zuriat sehinggalah baginda melihat anugerah Allah memberikan Mariam a.s. buah-buahan pada bukan musimnya.

Maka baginda meyakini bahawa Allah berkuasa mengurniakan anak kepadanya. Tambahan pula baginda memegang amanah menjaga kunci rumah Qurban yang diwarisi turun-temurun.

Keturunan dalam ayat ini bermaksud anak yang sihat sejahtera dan berakhlak. (Tafsir al-Samarqandi, tafsir ayat 38, surah ali-‘Imran)

Khasiat dan kaifiat beramal:

Melihat ayat ini secara positif dan berbaik sangka dengan Allah SWT, digalakkan pasangan yang belum beroleh zuriat agar berdoa dengannya. Juga dinasihatkan supaya memperbanyakkan sedekah, puasa sunat dan qiamullail untuk mendapat anugerah Allah yang hebat itu.

doa utk suami~

2010-01-09T15:54:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim
Kau ampunilah dosa Ku yg telah Ku perbuat
Kau limpahkanlah aku dengan kesabaran yg tiada terbatas
Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental Dan fisikal
Kau kurniakanlah aku dengan sifat keredhaan
Kau peliharalah lidahku dari kata-kata nista
Kau kuatkanlah semangatku menempuhi segala cabaranMu
Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan

Ya Allah
Sekiranya suami Ku ini adalah pilihan Mu diArash
Berilah aku kekuatan Dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya
Sekiranya suami Ku ini adalah suami yg akan membimbing tanganku dititianMu
Kurniakanlah aku sifat kasih Dan redha atas segala perbuatannya
Sekiranya suami Ku ini adalah bidadara untuk Ku di Jannah Mu
Limpahkanlah aku dengan sifat tunduk Dan tawaduk akan segala perintahnya
Sekiranya suami Ku ini adalah yang terbaik untukku di DuniaMu
Peliharalah tingkah laku serta kata-kataku dari menyakiti perasaannya
Sekiranya suami Ku ini jodoh yang dirahmati oleh Mu
Berilah aku kesabaran untuk menghadapi segala kerenah Dan ragamnya

Tetapi Ya Allah..
Sekiranya suami Ku tergoda dengan keindahan dunia Mu..
Limpahkanlah aku kesabaran untuk terus membimbingnya..

Sekiranya suami Ku tunduk terhadap nafsu yang melalaikan..
Kurniakanlah aku kekuatan Mu untuk aku memperbetulkan keadaanya

Sekiranya suami Ku menyintai kesesatan
Kau pandulah aku untuk menarik dirinya keluar dari terus terlena

Ya Allah..
Kau yang Maha Megetahui apa yang terbaik untukku
Kau juga yang Maha Mengampuni segala kesilapan Dan ketelanjuranku
Sekiranya aku tersilap berbuat keputusan..
Bimbinglah aku ke jalan yang Engkau redhai
Sekiranya aku lalai dalam tanggungjawabku sebagai isteri..
Kau hukumlah aku didunia tetapi bukan diakhirat Mu
Sekiranya aku engkar Dan derhaka
Berikanlah aku petunjuk kearah rahmat Mu

Ya Allah ...
sesungguhnya.. Aku lemah tanpa petunjukMu..
Aku buta tanpa bimbinganMu..
Aku cacat tanpa hidayahMu..
Aku hina tanpa RahmatMu..

Ya Allah
Kuatkan hati Dan semangatku
Tabahkan aku menghadapi segala cubaanMu
Jadikanlah aku isteri yang disenangi suami
Bukakanlah hatiku untuk menghayati agamaMu
Bimbinglah aku menjadi isteri Soleha
Hanya padaMu Ya Allah Ku pohon segala harapan
Kerana aku pasrah dengan dugaanMu
Kerana aku sedar hinanya aku
Kerana aku insan lemah yg kerap keliru
Kerana aku leka dengan keindahan duniamu
Kerana kurang kesabaran Ku menghadapi cabaranMu
Kerana pendek akal Ku mengharungi ujianMu

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Kau tunjukkanlan aku jalan yg terbaik untuk aku harungi segala dugaan Mu
dan aku memohon agar suami Ku untuk diri ku seorang saja.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Aku hanya ingin menjadi isteri yang dirahmati
Isteri yang dikasihi
Isteri yang soleha
Isteri yang sentiasa dihati suami

Amin, amin Ya Rabbal Allamin..

END~

2010-01-09T08:12:00.000+08:00

i want to END this stress situation..

really~~~~

ain be strong~~~

few months...few more days...several hours....minutes & seconds..

2010-01-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

PRO III examination..

*sigh*

i hate sighing..

really hate this kind of attitude..

i now...have to be strong...strong enough to manage the stress...the anger..

the unwanted feelings will pop out suddenly...i must be READY...

yeahhhh..be ready...

no MORE times....

RUSH hour...

ahaha..

jom...

study till the last second of exam...

do ur best...

USAHA +ISTIQAMAH + DOA + TAWAKAL = KEJAYAAN

insyaAllah..dgn izinNYa...pasti ada kegembiraan yg terselindung di sebalik kesusahan ni..

pastikan ada pelangi setelah hujan berhenti...

mentari kan terbit setelah awan mendung berlalu pergi...

pastinya ada gembira setelah onak dan duri dirempuhi..

yakinlah dgn Allah...insyaAllah

berserah kepadaNya..

p/s: the latest event in Malaysia...the word Allah is being played..please pray a lot and let this problems solve in a good way...i dont like to see this situation...yet i saw few of my non-muslim friend say sumthing..n yet....we muslim please dont act stupid about this...dont just "tunjuk perasaan"..we have a better way than that..if we act like that..we just show how stupid we are..i dont know if i said wrong..we can JIHAD..but in a better way..Ya Allah..ampunkanlah dosaku dan ampunkanlah kata3 ku andai aku tersalah bicara...aku syg agamaku...saudara seIslamku...berikanlah petunjuk kpd kami Ya Allah..amiin Ya Rabb al-'Alamin

welcome 2010 ~~

2010-01-04T21:28:00.000+08:00

welcome 2010...

alhamdulillah masih lagi diberi peluang utk merasa tahun baru 2010 walaupun telah nyata Awal Muharram lebih awal berbanding 2010...

semakin kaki melangkah ke tahun baru...semakin meningkat usia...semakin matang...semakin mendekati kematian..itu kemestian...

mengimbau 2009...

bnyk perkara yg berlaku...

suka..

duka..

semuanya ada...

nak ingat satu-satu...mungkin bnyk yg pahit dr yg manis...tp alangkah indahnya mengingati yg manis..kurg penyakit hati..hati pon gembira...

ce qui est passe est passe

yg lepas biarlah lepas..

buang yg keruh ambillah yg jernih..

bersihkan hati...betulkan niat..

2010..

short term AIM -> finish 5th year with FLYING COLOURS....

long term AIMS --> be a SAFE & GOOD doctor...,wife & daughter..future mama,

--> has my OWN car..

--> find a HOUSE..

--> SAVINGS...future.

all the AIMS will be realise with Allah's willing..insyaAllah..

p/s: Ya Allah..terangilah jalan yg samar di hadapanku..kurniakanlah daku dgn rahmat dan kasih sygMU...berkatMu..dalam menempuhi dugaan dan cabaran dunia agar dpt kami kecapi kebahgiaan dunia akhirat...insyaAllah....

3 months~

2009-12-19T06:41:00.000+08:00

today...complete 3 months we being together...facing a lot of happy and sad things...we have been gone many crucial time,yet we still happy be together...i am happy...

semoga hubungan ni sentiasa dirahmati dan diberkati dan dilindungi Allah insyaAllah....

we have quite similar stories as others...

we have our own up and down facing here and there...

we learn a lot through out this relationship...

we manage to do many things...(many things also waiting in the future..) this is just a pinch of them...

we laugh together...

we sad together..

what i can say....we do most of the things together...and i am happy...

thanx dear hubby...

thank u very much...

I LOVE U~

p/s: every obstacles happened with theirs own reasons...u'll know soon or later...it is a matter of time. (^^,)

prejudice...

2009-12-18T17:20:00.000+08:00

for the 1st time...i woke up and realized that..i was too prejudice to many people..ahhaa...what should i say about it...i guess most of the women have this kind of attitude..it is actually not really a prejudice thing..it is more likely "women instinct" ahaha...

adoii..talking bout this...makes me remember to one of HKB surgeon in colorectal field..ehehe we had a teaching class with him and discussed on stoma...he likes to stare at me and asked Qs (out of topics Q) then at last i opened up my mouth saying this..

"i am sorry mr.Z, if u see me sleepy as im having headache..."

ouch..i said in UTARA ways...then he told us a story between him and lawyer just to make it similar to our situation that time..make it simple..im ashamed at time..ahahha...after that..i said to my self that...

"ain...never..never prejudice to anyone...u can have bad instinct 1st yet it must followed by the GOOD one...remember till ur last breath...insyaAllah"

adoiyaiiii......mmgla sangat malu to that surgeon...he is soooo cool....very simple...i wish i can be one of them..super cooler doctor...insyaAllah...just gain a lot and pray a lot....

p/s:i want to get rid of it....ain ganbatte~!!!

don't be PERFECT...try to be the BEST...(^_^)

2009-12-17T02:04:00.001+08:00

hohoho...the words up there...u know..i realized after watching a movie,played by the famous model, Tyra Banks and ~~Hillary Duff~~ Lindsay Lohan (kecik lagi dia masa nih...8-10 y.o maybe)..
Hillary Duff as Casey while Tyra as Eve..it was about a doll who become a human after Casey recite a spell to bring her mother back and Eve was a doll who had been made up to be PERFECT..the thing i want to tell is..when there was a part when both of them having this conversation..

casey said "we don't have to be PERFECT but we can try to be the BEST"

yesterday..(16th Dec) i had short case session with Dato' Hasim..one of HRPZ II surgeon...he said that;
"we are human...always make mistake also(despite of who we are)..so, just remind others, we don't lose anything"
i smiled after heard for what he was saying...
i am sooo thankful to Allah..Alhamdulillah...
i still can change to be the BEST
and also...one of my friend said to me "learn to LOVE yourself" thanx mama..ehehe...i like to share and ask ur opinion for certain things...thank u mama...(mama is who i called her...she has a cute lil dhani-her son)

whatever it is...
i want to keep my relationship with ...
my hubby in a very strong bond...

my family in a better way...
my friends for a good circulation...
myself...so i can try to achieve win-win situation for dunia and akhirat insyaAllah..

p/s: i am a human..makes mistakes and learn...

HKB~proud or arrogant???

2009-12-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm....
yesterday was my tough day..i managed to go through it..but then..today.. i saw something...
no...actually i met someone...dont want to mention her name here..
she just graduated...make it simple..she is our senior..
i smiled at her..but she made a stiff face then just looked away...
i dont know why...other seniors look just okay...but she? urghhh...i dont want to be like her...
i cant guess what was she think about us....
yet..she may be proud to be a doctor...
nauzubillah ..i dont want to be an arrogant doctor..i may proud of myself to be a doctor..but i would remind myself that..im also a human..makes mistake..i never have a long breath on the earth..please forgive me if i done anything wrong...okay...nak study papaii.....

p/s:ain..remind urself be a good doctor....

who am i???

2009-12-14T19:07:00.002+08:00

who am i???
i think i lose myself now...
i dont want to think that im different ( yet..i am..it is just a bit..)
i need time...
everybody needs time...
give me sometimes....

p/s: no ideas..

berubah...aku? kita? mereka?

2009-12-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

tetiba tgn ni gatai nk menulis..
my blog is my writing...
okay..
let me start...
sometimes...when u start walking...alone....ur mind also start to flying..wandering...around and around...
u might think that people surround u is starting to change towards u...
later on..u keep on questioning urself...why and why...
as u ask too much on "why"..u had missed a lot of great things....things around u...
after a while...then u realize that..u are the one who changed...then, dont blame others are changed...
u are the ONE...YOU ARE...
u sit...again alone...leaning against a rocking-chair...close ur eyes...in a very peace of mind...
u start thinking rationally...together with zikrullah and doa..u know Allah knows why there are changes in ur life...his or her life...their life...our life...Allah Knows best for us...astaghfirullah...
istighfar a lot...it is a way to get out of rid of depression and messy minded..
there are no wrong or right in making decision to change..
semua tu begantung pada NIAT....
it is a relief to realize that..u can accept the changes...it is all about TIME...
if we realize that..Allah will lead u to the RIGHT path..have FAITH....
LIFE is SHORT...too short for us to keep a REVENGE...
show some LOVE...then u'll appreciate a lot of WONDERFUL things around u...
whatever it takes..u know the BEST For urself...stand still and be strong..
people that WIN nor LOST...those who falls and STAND UP again..and FACE the probs with FAITH and STRENGTH...

Ya Allah...kpdMu aku berserah....aku hnya mampu mngadu padaMu....Engkaulah yg Maha Pengampun lg Maha Pengasih...semoga rahmat dan kasih sygMu melimpah di atas muka bumi ini..insyaAllah..amiiinn....

p/s: each of us has reasons to change....has reasons to act...has reasons for many things...so do we...so do i...
it is just a matter of TIME....hnya Allah yg Tahu....insyaAllah

PRO III

2009-12-11T11:32:00.002+08:00

semua org dah dalam PRO-mood (skali sebut dgr promote..ahahah)
nervous...nervous...
a junior said to me..."kak ain...mcam tak pnh exam.hihihi (giggling)" "mak sy ckp kat sy cmtu"
ahaha me laugh together with her...haiiihhh..
no time to sigh no more...no no no no no no...
be prepared~!!!!!!!
struggle as u can.....
now...i realize my spirit....alhamdulillah...
i know that...i'll struggle until the last second of exam....then tawakal.....

jom jom~~!!!!!

p/s: take a break write this post sambil wat presentation XDD

too many thoughts to think of...astahgfirullah..

2009-12-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

lately i have this kind of problems...suddenly my head/mind had running of thoughts...too many of it..im afraid i may face depression...Ya Allah selamatkanlah hambaMu ini....semoga kami dirahmati dan dilindungi...
i really dont know why it is happening now...why????
i have a difficulty in initiate sleep but somehow..sometimes i can sleep easily too esp in classes...
what can i say..
what can i do...
just be strong...
nowadays..i like to curse myself...why???again why???to make sure others satisfied???
i lost...im losing myself...ain please come back to the tract...bnykan doa ain...be positive...
sabar....patience....
ooo i missed my school life...
i missed home...
i missed cooking....
i missed watching TV...
i missed quarreling with siblings...
i missed babbling..
i missed everything...
i missed my HUBBY....

i wanna finish this posting and wait for JPA scholar to be in my pocket then i want to go shopping...

emmm...

ain...
please...
find back the strength...
u should be urself
be positive...
try to get back the spirit...
u have to have it..
dont lose it....
dont get lost...
find the way back home...
Allah is always there for us...ask from Allah... a lot of prays....
insyaAllah...everything will be okay...

p/s: amalkanlah istighfar dan zikir ktika mhadapi musibah....ganbatte!!!!!

sabar je la...

2009-12-09T17:56:00.000+08:00

this morning... i went to morning round as usual..then after finish round, i want to go to 3u (female surgery ward)..when i reach to a door that need us to scan the matrix card..i FAILED.....urghhh...during that time i wonder why...suddenly i saw that...my matrix card had broke into two...(even not in pieces yet) haiihh...

then went to OT..me and my friends..dila n zati...just observed 1 op..which is laparoscopy appendicectomy...then we plus 2 4th yr students...had been asked with a lot of Qs by anaesthesiology and emergency doctors..ahaha i managed to answer the Q by guessing and goreng2 (camna mau jadik doc...suka sgt try n error kat diri sndri...)it was fun though... =) thanx doctors..

ahhaa...then..i went to clinic..but full house already XDD

huhuhu then balik la apa lgi...(dalam hati..malasnya aku yg final ye nih)

i went to pejabat pendaftar to ask about the m3x card...RM60 to replace for a new card...huaaaaa this is a crucial time for me....i dont have enough money as JPA is not receive yet..(sabar sabar)

i called my hubby to tell him about this..i end up with he mad at me...(so saaddd...pity of me..)

i know it was my fault la...degil taknak tnya...i dont like to be messy with people around me..if i need to pay after a few Qs..then,that's it...i have to pay...tomorrow..insyaAllah..i'll go to bank islam to make a new ATM card (old one was 2 in 1 card)..and make a new matrix card..

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

this evening..it is very sunny..nice to see the blue sky...the chirping birds...i missed to go for a walk...jogs for sometimes..recently i loss my interest in aerobics...dont know why....i like to imagine my future...what if i never meant to reach the goal before the time...ajal maut d tgn Allah kan?? we dont know when is our time..

i dont know why im saying this...i just want to say it..to make me realize that...life is short...appreciate all things surround u..

i dont like myself when i make someone i love much hurt...i really dont like and sometimes i hate myself...

i never meant....never....

i cant yell..

i cant shout...

what can i do is crying just to release myself from the tense...

i feel like to fly now....to swim (but i dont know how XP)...to run (but my kaki sakit)....to sing...(always in my room)...to dance...many things to do...i need a vacation....i want to go a place with full of peace....nature...

my heart is tumbling...rumbling...beating...pounding...too many...sampai i feel sooooooo tight to breath....

it always makes me alert and conscious...istighfar bnyk3....

the feelings that i felt today...yesterday...anytime..is sometimes is the satan whispers...always remember Allah to have the piece of mind....insyaAllah...once we always remember Allah...Allah will remember us ...insyaAllah...

be strong...the days, just around the corner....

a lot of prays...

p/s : ain...be strong...

rindunyeeeeeeee (^^,)

2009-12-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

huhuhu...nothing to say.....
BUT...
i just want to say that...i MISSED my hubby....
nak balik...
nak jumpa abg..

ooppssss...
what am i doing ...???
ahha..it feels like there is sumthing wrong sumwhere...XDD
i really missed him..although it is just a week passed after the raya haji holiday... missed him sooo much...

p/s: i am sorry ye dear friends...ehee...it is just me..i feel like shouting.. XP

nvm...i want to do a lot of things.then i want to go back...really want to....

i missed u abg.....really...soo much...

Ya Allah..lindungilah suamiku....

2009-12-07T18:20:00.000+08:00

today is not really packed day...but we have class with dr.leow...till 3.15 pm...i feel sleepy yet..i love the way he taught us =) thanx doc..
then..i went back to hostel to hv some rest...coz tonite i'll go to oncall...ehehe..
a bit tired..but what else can i do..i hv to be strong enough to face this... =)
i want to make sure my hubby proud of me..
talking about my hubby..after asar prayer..i watched nenek kebaya..it is final episode ehehe...
and i went to buy bihun goreng mamak for my dinner ( i put on some weight XDD ) then i went to my room and looking at my hp..there was 3 missed calls from my hubby...and a message..
he told me that he had involved in an accident...Ya Allah...my heartbeats beat loudly...i can hear it's pounding inside...i called him immediately..alhamdulillah..he saved...i really thanked Allah..
a kancil car suddenly break his car while he wanted to pass the red light...my hubby was at the back tried to slow his bike then had crushed on its back...the front light of the bike was gone into pieces and he felled down and alhamdulillah there was nothing bad injuries...
i ask him not to ride the back anymore...if want to..then please be careful..i really worry about him...
i hope and pray for his safety..insyaAllah

p/s: Ya Allah...Kaulah Maha Pnyayang...lg Maha Besar lg Maha Berkuasa...lindungilah suamiku walau di mana jua dia berada...amiinnn

p/s: sorry if there is a lot of grammar errors =P

eid adha 2009~

2009-12-05T08:31:00.000+08:00

just to share some of the pics that managed to snap during this aidil adha...(^__^)

my hubby... (^^,)

ahahah..it is me..

us..ainammar & ammarain..

with my sis and auntie(guess..guess..)

kak ngah (left) and kak lang (right)

yeah....this is my auntie...makcik sharmiela

this is my mom...puan zaiton aka maklong..

4 of us at umah tok jah (ayah's mother) at padang meiha..

p/s: my hubby said that.. we have same SIZE...oooppsss i guess i am a BIT small than them..ehehe jgn marah aaaaaaaaaaa.....ehehehhee

bertolak ansur...toleration...

2009-12-05T08:13:00.000+08:00

this title....makes me wonder...
it is very important to have this value in yourself..or else..u'll lose yourself later...
it is not good to be selfish...but if in a good way...for ur own good...may it is acceptable..

this is a story goes...
2 persons...with different character...
1 is egoist...
1 is independent yet can be fair..
meet each other...
the independent always cannot go along with the stubborn one..
however...the independent knows...they are made for each other....
the independent knows how to negotiate and give some face to them....

this situation..i met a lot in my life...
from my primary school till now...
im glad that my parents taught me to tolerate and be independent....
i dont mean those words to specific person...it is just my opinions..
Allah made us into different persons...different characters..just to complete each other...
LIFE is NOT boring...
LIFE is wonderful....
be positive...then u'll see the beautiful of LIFE....
don't simply judge people ( ain..remember that...don't just know to write and read but understand what did u write k...)
every persons have their own reasons to react like this and like that...(i experienced myself during this 1st week of surgical posting...alhamdulillah thanks Allah coz lead me to this perception....)

me..sometimes...simply judge people...i dont know why...but my woman's mind always make me think negative then the positive follow...itupun after a while...

i realise...NOW...
we..people...have a GOAL to achieve...that's why,some of us react to be "selfish" but then..they NEVER mean it all to be in that way...(^__^) i smile to myself...and say..."ain...be urself...and remember what ur hubby told u that day..."

hubby told me "...kita jgn suka bgantung pada org lain sgt..kena berdikari...tp..ingat jgn sombong...nti org tak nak dekat ngn kita, Allah marah...kita ni hamba yg kerdil....Allah tu lg Maha Besar lg Maha Berkuasa...."

i love u hubby....i love u soooo much...im glad that Allah met us again (^__^) really cant believe that we met again and now, we are husband and wife....

i guess i need to stop for a while...nak smbung wat presentation.. =)

p/s : i feel relieve.....a LOt...alhamdulillah....please blogging again....

modified oreo cheese cake..yummy

2009-11-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

this is my 1st time cheese cake..ehehe (b4 ni wat kek batik je...)
sonok sgt dpt makan cheese cake..tp..tak bnyk..and bhn3 pon ada modified...ehehe tp sedapp!!

boleh try same2...

base : oreo 30 kpg (kisar halus dan buangkan krim) + 1/4 butter (cairkan)

filling : 1/4 cream cheese (cairkan), 1/4 sour cream, 1/2 gula halus, telur 2 biji, oreo (pecahkan kecil2)

cara2 membuat base: cairkan butter td dan adunkan bersama kisaran halus oreo td..tekapkan pada loyang yg telah digriskan..

cara2 membuat filling : cairkan cream cheese bersama sour cream dan gula halus...gaul sehingga sebati..masukkan telur satu persatu dan gaul sebati..
masukkan pecahan2 oreo ke dlm adunan td dan gaul balikkan dan masukkan ke dalam loyang berisi base td..masukkan kedalam oven..180 degree secara steam bake..(loyang berisi cake di dlm loyang berisi air) (saya stimkan adunan) tunggu dalam 30 - 45 minit).. kemudian sejukkan dalam peti sejuk slama 4 jam semalaman...selamat mencuba...

ehehe leh tmbh corn flakes and choc rice...ikut kreativiti

yummy.. (^__^)

raya qurban...AidilAdha...

2009-11-30T20:11:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah...
my hubby celebrated it with us in my hometown..then that evening we went back to kamunting...i mean..1st day raya's evening..
ehhehe btw..i arrived home at thursday morning...then after that at 1130am i went to fetch up my hubby..ehehe riding motorcycle together..
that evening..we went to pasar malam bought some things for preparing a cheese cake...1st time made..ehehe and again alhamdulillah...i managed to make it even though "we" had modified 2 of the ingredients..ehehe..my sibs love it..my mom also said it tasty (^__^)happy...
that raya's evening...we went back to kamunting..
saturday was pakcik on's engagement day..however..we could not go as there was no places for us..nvm..as long as i can spend my time with my hubby =)
yeayyy....saturday's nite...we went to taiping, ride on motorcycle..for what?? for Taiping yong tau fu...thank u my dear hubby..ehehehe
penoh perot even ada diarrhea on that saturday...
sunday morning..went home again..as my bus ticket was at b'worth...my hubby took train at 9pm...but he only catch the train at 1045pm...pity of him...he slept and missed the taiping station...he arrived kuala kangsar and need to stay there till morning..lucky him...someone had brought him to sttion bus then he bought ticket to taiping and from taiping to kamunting...and...im so worried about him as he walked home..alhamdulillah he arrived home at 9am...he slept half day..tired..
me????
ada briefing at 830am but it was started late as office problems.. then got teaching at 2pm...alhamdulillah..i joined my friend clerking a pt..breast ca pt..and tried to do some examination..
tonight..i want to cover as much as i can...
insyaAllah..God willings...

daa..till the next posting...insyaAllah..

p/s: i missed my hubby already..

raya haji lagi =)

2009-11-25T15:55:00.000+08:00

i cant wait to go home..
izzati will help us to send us back at langgar ( a place in kelantan..bus stop)
huaaaa...after meeting dr.rizal at 2.45pm...i think a lot of my radiology log book...which is i dont think give much to me..i dont want to blame the doctors...they just do their works..meanwhile us,medical student should go and fill in the books...BUT!!! i dont want to cheat...no cheating...i put a lot of gains in gaining the signature...
ermmm my "niat" also tertukar as wanted to pass the log book then u'll try to find the signature as much as possible..and u suddenly lost in the way u want to find it (it is complicated right?) what am i gonna do?
tawakal...
i try a lot...
i'll pray..
somehow Allah will open their eyes and see what is actually we see during fill in the log books...

Ya Allah...bantulah kami.....kami tak terdaya melawan kudrat Mu Ya Allah..kami hanya hambaMu yg lemah lg hina...bantulah kami Ya Allah....amiinn

paed posting...END~

2009-11-25T14:23:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah i finished my paed posting today...
yesterday i had MEQ which was i wrongly manage..ahaha..TOF is the diagnosis but then i manage the CRHD.. so funny when i thought it back...whatever it is...ce qui est passe est passe..i tried my best...remembering my hubby's and mom's advices make me feel a bit stronger...thank u hubby and thank u mummy...mmuahhhaxx~
lastly Alhamdulillah as Allah Guidances always there for us...it always us whether u can see it or not...

tonight.i'll be going home...yeayyyy meet my family and hubby...ehehehe so much to do in a short time..hopefully can appreciate all the things that would happen within these 4 days of holiday...

my hubby has 1month of holiday...jealous...wekk =P
get to go...
ada last meeting ngn dr.rizal

ahaha btw...my examiner was dr.norizan...super duper doctor =)
all doctors are superb...
thanx a lot =)

p/s: be prepare fr surgery posting for next 5 weeks...

note: TOF - tetralogy of Fallot (congenital heart dz), CHRD - chronic rheumatic heart dz

Hadiah buat anak soleh

2009-11-23T19:42:00.000+08:00

NABI Sulaiman dikurniakan oleh Allah SWT kelebihan yang istimewa dan memiliki banyak mukjizat. Dengan izin Allah, baginda boleh melihat sesuatu yang terselindung daripada pandangan mata manusia biasa.

Pada suatu hari, baginda berjalan-jalan di tepi laut untuk melihat kebesaran Allah SWT. Tiba-tiba baginda terlihat ada sesuatu yang menakjubkan di dalam dasar laut itu. Kemudian baginda memerintahkan Jin Ifrit supaya menyelam ke dasar laut untuk mengetahui benda tersebut.

Jin Ifrit pun terus menyelam ke dalam laut untuk mendapatkan benda yang ajaib itu tetapi tidak menemuinya. Kemudian, Ashif bin Barkhiya, iaitu seorang lelaki telah menawarkan dirinya untuk menyelam ke dasar laut tersebut, dan dia telah menjumpai suatu benda yang berupa sebuah kubah.

Dia sangat kagum dengan kecantikan kubah tersebut lalu mengangkatnya dan ditunjukkan kepada Nabi Sulaiman.

"Alangkah indahnya kubah ini. Aku berasa hairan dibuatnya. Aku telah dikurniakan oleh Allah mukjizat sehingga pandanganku dapat menembusi segala sesuatu yang terselindung. Tetapi kali ini aku tidak dapat melihat sesuatu di dalam kubah ini," kata Nabi Sulaiman.

Lalu baginda pun berdoa kepada Allah agar dapat melihat isi kandungan kubah itu. Doanya dikabulkan oleh Allah, dan kubah tersebut terbuka pintunya. Di dalamnya ada seorang pemuda sedang sujud sambil memuji Allah tanpa henti-henti.

"Siapakah engkau. Manusia, jin, atau malaikat?" tanya Nabi Sulaiman.

"Aku seorang manusia biasa," jawab pemuda itu.

"Bagaimana engkau memperoleh kemuliaan serupa ini?" tanya Nabi Sulaiman.

"Kerana aku telah berbuat kebaikan kepada kedua-dua orang tuaku," jawab pemuda itu.

Pemuda itu pun menceritakan kepada Nabi Sulaiman tentang kisahnya memelihara kedua-dua ibu bapanya. Mereka termasuk dalam golongan orang-orang yang soleh dan kuat imannya. Sejak kecil dia dipelihara oleh ibu bapanya dengan didikan yang baik dan mereka sentiasa mendoakannya menjadi anak yang soleh.

Bapanya telah meninggal dunia. Kemudian dia telah memelihara ibunya yang sudah tua, buta, lumpuh, lemah dan selalu sakit. Ibunya sangat mengharapkan dia supaya menjaga dan menguruskan segala keperluannya.

Dia selalu menyuapkan makanan ke mulut ibunya, memberi minuman dan memandikannya. Ibunya selalu berdoa kepada Allah supaya dia akan dikurniakan ketenangan dan kepuasan dalam hidupnya. Sebelum menghembuskan nafas yang terakhir, ibunya telah berdoa agar dia diberikan tempat bukan di bumi dan bukan juga di langit.

Suatu hari pemuda itu berjalan-jalan di tepi laut. Dia melihat sebuah kubah, lalu masuk ke dalamnya. Pintu kubah itu tiba-tiba tertutup. Pemuda itu pun berdoa kepada Allah, lalu kubah yang gelap itu tiba-tiba menjadi terang benderang.

Suasana di dalam kubah itu berubah menjadi kebun yang dipenuhi dengan pohon-pohon, kolam air susu dan madu, suara-suara yang merdu dan segala makanan yang lazat. Jika dia lapang, dia akan memetik buah-buahan yang pelbagai rasa itu. Jika dia dahaga, sudah tersedia di hadapannya pelbagai macam minuman yang lazat.

Oleh kerana pemuda itu mahu meneruskan solat dan zikirnya kepada Allah, Nabi Sulaiman dan para pengikutnya terpaksa keluar dari kubah tersebut. Kemudian baginda memerintahkan supaya mengembalikan semula kubah itu ke dasar laut. Setelah itu, pulanglah baginda bersama bala tenteranya menuju ke istananya.

nPetikan daripada buku 366 Kisah daripada Al-Quran terbitan Edusystem Sdn. Bhd.

5 years...

2009-11-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

raya haji..menjelma lagi...
5 years memory flashed back in my mind....
      "...(sambil tersengih)..bilalah boleh tgk menantu ayah nih..."
     " ...sempat ke tak ayah nk tgk cucu ayah nanti..."
     "...kaklong...tolong ayah boleh tak?? tolong belikan topup 20rgt celcom...kalau tak dak..tukar no baru la....terima kasih..."
     "awat kaklong ngn adik2 takmai hari ni..?"

that were the last few conversations that remain in my mind...
they reminds me to my late great dad...ayah..
doa kaklong sentiasa mengiringi ayah...
kaklong rindu ayah...
semoga rahmat dan kasih syg Allah bersama2 ayah...
kaklong sayang ayah...

p/s: alfatihah....sayangilah dan khabarkan pada mereka selagi mereka disisi....

alhamdulillah..it was my day...

2009-11-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah...i manage to go oncall today...alone XDD

lucky me...alhamdulillah...our specialist dr.norizan in a good mood...but then i was a lil' bit late..and came back early..ahaha...xpala kan..i went for 3shifts.. am, evening, night..

and i learnt a lot..

i want to take everything in positive ways...

the tasks are to challenge my patience...

im trying my best to be better...

i always make sure that my "niat" always in a right track...

i dont want it become wasted when i wrongly "niat" to do anything...

hehehe....

today...up to my oncall...b4 i get back to my room..3 new cases were admitted...then i clerked 2 of them...another one i left for the juniors la...ahahha

thanx all..

ehehe

i learnt a lot from them...

semoga Allah sembuhkan mereka insyaAllah...amiiin....

p/s: 2 days left before end-posting exam.... (V___V"")

lunch with nazirah...

2009-11-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

today..i had lunch with nazirah...
a lot of things had been chitchatted..ahaha
so many...
i love to talk to her..somehow...i can feel that she can understand me...
thanx nazirah...
after the chitchat session..i realize that...we,as a human cannot fulfill each of the others desire...we cant...
we are not perfect...if we are talking about a person..we should think that...we are the same as them....NOT perfect....
BUT we still can be a better person...
yes we can....ask for Allah's helps....
have a lot of prayers....

always...and always..muhasabah diri....

it will remind you....and compare to others...u can appreciate what u had and works hard to get the better one...

air pasang surut..

2009-11-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

everything in our life has the up and down..so do i...
ehehe what is that??let keep it as secret...ahaha
then what i should tell here.. =p
just joking..
somehow..i see life in a different way after i get married to ammar faiz...my only one...my dear...
whatever happen...my life..your life everybody's life..it is just the same...
up and down...
side by side...
laugh and tears....
happy and sad...
we will and always face it.... (^__^)

happy and happy...
syukur...a lot~!!!!

alhamdulillah =)
thank u Allah...

patience....

2009-11-20T15:14:00.000+08:00

be patience...
be strong...
u know your strength...

smile along the way that u'll be going through together..

love people around u...

appreciate each thing happened in your life...

always and always...accept what ever happened in your life...cause...everything happened has its own reason...
tawakal kerana Allah....
jazakallah...

rahmati dan berkatilah suamiku Ya Allah....

al-fatihah

2009-11-20T11:17:00.000+08:00

this morning..i read about UPSR students with their "specialities" and excellent results..suddenly...flashes of memories came to my mind....there were memories of my late father...huhuhu i'm getting more homesick after remembering him...it makes my tears run down to my cheek..huuhuh....so easy,lately...my tears keep come out...due to many reasons...

april 2010..the battle month for me...Ya Allah bantulah aku dan rakan2ku dalam menghadapi dugaan dan cabaran pada ketika itu ya Allah..makbulkanlah doa para ibu bapa kami ya Allah....amiin Ya Rabb al-'alamin..i want to make my parents proud of me...my siblings proud of me....i want to be a good role model to them...

the statements up there laa that cause me to remember him...UPSR students with their excellent results and i am thinking of mine instead after this...

let the times show u....and go through the path with courage...

insyaAllah...

p/s: tahniah kakngah....u have show that u are strong enough to be the uni-student..and to adeq...tahniah....whatever ur result is...im proud with u....

p/s: there are still...still a lot of times to improve....

paediatric posting...

2009-11-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

few days to go...just in few times...few minutes or hours...i'll finish my paed posting...interesting posting yet many things to think of...handle a child is a tough task..from my observation..to be a mom needs a very high courage....huhuhu...am i thinking to be a mom??ooohh yes...of course..but the time...i hope Allah has arrange a good time for me and my hubby to have a child in the future..
paed posting teach me a lot...patience..patience and patience...hurmmm Allah give the tasks to selected person...the person that Allah Knows that he or she can face it...always..i always trying to be a better person..what i recognise is..aku hanyut sikit..tp dgn ingatan kpd pesanan suamiku....aku bangkit dan sedar dr alpa dan leka...nasihat suamiku sentiasa bermain2 d fikiranku...Ya Allah berkatilah suamiku walau dimana dia berada...rahmatilah beliau Ya Allah...semoga kami sentiasa gembira dibawah rahmatMu Ya Allah..insyaAllah..amiin...

p/s: ain...do ur best in ur end-posting exam....ganbatte~!!!!

update.... =P

2009-11-16T08:17:00.003+08:00

ehehe...lama tak update...saje je nk gtau...
gtau apa???
waaaaaaa lg 2 minggu exam kuang kuang....
n...
baru je balik dr jumpa hubby ari tu...ehehe....masa raye aji jumpa lg...yeay....

peace of mind p(V__V)q Allahuakbar...

2009-11-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

"....peace of mind (bahagia) always be together, either sad or happy.." prof hans saidto us in our last teaching session..
i realised that...
tak salah kongsi kesedihan pesakit...
tp actually want to say something about peace of mind...
realise or not...we sometimes, not really find it right??
but..if we have faith...then Allah will lead u to the right path...
yakin...Allah itu Maha Adil...Dia mampu melakukan apa jua....Dia yg Maha Berkuasa....Allahuakbar...
i'll always remind myself to always wake up in the midnight to have sunat prayers...Allah knows...
me also like everyone else...makes mistakes...but always and always ask His forgiveness...only Him know what is right for us...
somehow..when u are trying hard to push away something that u dont like...but there is some "whispers" that not audible..ask u to do that....u are not strong enough to say no..then u make that mistakes...please...try to be near as u can to Allah...zikrullah...prayers...many things u can do to achieve the peace of minds...maybe ada org ckp..ckp mmg senang...tp buatlah dulu..then we know..right??
i am also still trying to be better...still learning...
semoga Allah sentiasa memberi kita petunjuk pada kita...
semoga Allah sentiasa bersama kita...
jagalah Allah...nescaya Allah akan menjaga kita...insyaAllah =)

p/s: to remind myself and others...

maafkan aku...

2009-11-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

kita tak sempurna...
tak pernah..
tp hati ni sentiasa ingtkan diri sendiri leh jd yg terbaik....
sakitnya...pedihnya...
bila yg disygi fikir kita lain...
sedih T__T
cannot hold anymore...
but i need to be strong..
until it proven otherwise....
u also wrong...u know him better than u know urself..but then..why keepp on make that mistakes??
please STOP ain STOP!!!!!
u'll hurt later....later....due to ur own stupid..silly mistakes....
actually....i never...never wanted to make nobody hurt...it happened when i want to share....be honest....only that time i will hurt...
but ain...at least u hurt for being honest not because u had been caught doing mistakes or sins....
Ya Allah...aku mohon petunjuk-Mu...kuatkanlah hatiku meneluhi dugaan ini....
aku tahu...Engkau menurunkan ujian pada hmbaMu yg mampu menghadapinya.. insyaAllah...
along in this medical student years...
i faced a lot...
im not strong..
but the strength is everywhere...i just realised that..
Alhamdulillah....
terimakasih kerana berikan ku kekuatan utk mnghadapinya....

p/s: psnn kpd yg tersyg...hati ini akan selalu menyayangimu... tidah pernah ingn menyakitimu.....maafkan kesalahanku.....

mistakes...learn or not learn??

2009-11-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

people makes mistakes..
a lot..not one but a lot...
i am one of them too...
why must me make a silly mistake??why??
it just happened without any intention...
i am so sorry...
i am soooooooooo sad...sad because when i'm trying to change but other said vice versa....
sedih bila kita nak org phm kita tp takda plak yg sudi..tp takpa..i learn...learn a lot...experiences give me sweet n bitter being a human...being a person..
ehehe..what is going on...sometimes i felt like end up to be in depression...nau'zubillah...i dont want to...ampunkan dosaku Ya Allah..aku akan cuba sehabis baik mnjadi yg terbaik..aku juga tidak smpurna...
aku kdg2 kisah nk org phm aku..tp lama2..timbul yg xsemua org akan phm aku...biarlah aku dpt phm org...at least depa tak rasa apa aku rasa =)
aku taknak mengharap...mgkin pepatah "memberi lebih baik dr menerima"..
boleh ke tak aku nk cuba tiru pepatah tu??
boleh tak...???
insyaAllah..di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan...insyaAllah...
tiada niat nk menyinggung perasaan sapa2 pon..aku just nk luahkan perasaan aku ja...so i am a lil bit relieve..alhamdulillah...
as i grow up...i can see many things...experienced a lot from others...
so many of us...same color of hair...BUT....really different in personality....teringat firman Allah di mana Allah ada menyatakan bahawa Dia telah mncipta kita dalam berbagai bgsa..kaum...supaya kita dapat bersatu..aku tak ingat full version..tp lebih kurg cmtula maksudnya.. =)
aku bkn jenis yg baik..or alim..i just ordinary....biasa ja....

so....xkesahla org leh phm ang or tak..yg penting u know urself better and u know a bit of others...
it needs time...
REALLY...it needs time...
mereka yg rasional saja yg mampu "melihat"...

p/s: syg sayang abg... =)

p/s: aku masih mencuba....

selfish..hurmm what do u think?

2009-11-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

lately...as we are getting nearer to the date of PRO exam..4th April 2010...i can notice few of us act strangely...nmpk cam pentingkan diri je...indirectly u say something that might hurt someone's feelings..don't u ever think about that...me my self is not perfect...but i want to be better...i dont say it to a person but it is soooo general...this is one of His ujian in this kampus...i may see a lot after this in dfferent settings..huhuhu..too much talk can cause hazardous..am i right to say that???please someone response..ehehe (sape la yg nak respon kan...sapa pon taktau bout my page except my hubby)
biarla kan apa org nk buat..kita kan manusia so be a human, we are always and always not perfect but we can be a better person...right??
whatever it is..be yourself but remember not to hurt someone feelings but if u feel so then u may ask for forgiveness..tak kisah la u are right or wrong durin that time...at least if he or she say nothing to it then u relieve...if he or she response like u are the guilty one..then make sure of urself that u will not repeat it ever and try not to repeat at least..ehehe...
thanx for my hubby to suggest this blogging idea as i like it too..at least i feel relieve when i say something here..

p/s: i may hurt someone indirectly or directly..so to them..please forgive me...and we can be friends in a better way... =) i love u guys my friends =)

happy birthday nazirah~

2009-11-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

happy birthday dear..ehehe..even though lewat ckit post kat cni..but then..it is still okay right..just to introduce one of my bestiest but then for some how...we all dah jarang kua sama =) but it is still okay as long as we can pray to each other..

these are my friends...from left: erwina @ win, hidayah @ dayah, nurul irma @ irma...irma has same birthday with me =p

here...dear nazirah and me....or we called her nazi..ehee..be a good person..dont ever forget us..ehehee.. =D

nothing much to say right now.(actually sooo many things to type... =) )

p/s: i love u guys no mater what...someday and some time..we may catch each other again with different stories and in different ways insyaAllah..pray for a good one =)

PRO 3 exam~~what kind of the mood??

2009-11-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

exam...exam..exam...exam...
wawawawa...
5 months to go...
the heat...the stress...everything is around me now~
ooo lalalala...
aikkssss...
sepatutnya...subhanallah...alhamdulillah allahuakbar..
zikir itu mendekatkan kita ngn Allah..
ain ingt tu..ur hubby always and always reminds u..right??
ehehee betul sgt...

lately...asyik pikir apa akan jadi pada masa depan...
tp bila stress skrg akan mempengaruhi masa depan...
takmaula yg skrg effect yg masa depan..
nau'zubillah =)
i'm trying my best now...
really trying...thanx to abg...always be by myside...
Ya Allah..rahmatila suamiku...amiin (^_^)

aku ingin jd aku yg dulu dan sentiasa ingin mahu jd sprti ain..
think positive...muhasabah selalu...encourage myself and others...
fuhhh..alhamdulillah...what a relieve to type something here...ehehe
=)
ehehe....ain..now...move on!!!! move forward~!!!!
5 months to go...
chaiyoookkk~!!!!!!!
ganbatte!!!
insyaAllah...

p/s: success formula (usaha+istiqamah+doa+tawakal=KEJAYAAN insyaAllah) yep yep... (^____^) manage ur stress dear~!!!

cinta..hati...&...perasaan (^_^)v

2009-11-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

bicara ttg hati dan perasaan nih...mesti ada kaitan ngn soal cinta.. =)
setiap dari kita punya pandangan yg berbeza...
ada yg kata..cinta itu buta...
ada yg kata..cinta itu membahagiakan..
ada yg kata..cinta itu pengorbanan...
ada juga yg kata..cinta itu menyakitkan..

tak kira apa jua yg org kata..
tepuk dada tanyala iman..
tepuk dada tanyala selera..

cinta itu suci...
cinta yg suci dtg dr Allah s.w.t..
mereka yg terpilih yg layak mnerima cinta sperti ini..
adakah kita dr golongan itu??
atau kita dr golongan yg "ada yg kata" ?
susah utk menilai sesuatu yg subjektif..
cinta itu objektif pada cinta Allah dan Rasul-Nya..
jika kita bercakap ttg cinta terhadap manusia atau alam flora fauna..
itu subjektif..
pemerhatian membenarkan sy menulis ini dgn gerak hati yg diberi oleh Allah Taala...andai ada tersalah bicara..maafkan sy dan betulkan silap sy..

ahaha kelakar jugak knapa sy nk ckp psl nih..
bkn apa...lately...
my friends...some of them are involving in this "love thing"..
mmgla sy dah berkahwin..pasti akan ada yg berkata.. "sngla ckp..dah kawen"
ye la...mesti la ramai yg bunyi...sebab umur bila dah melepasi 20-an msti akan terpikir utk ada pasangan yg seswai utk dijadikan psgn idup..

sy hnya ingin berkongsi rasa... =)
tak salahkan berkongsi pendapat..

ada juga yg menegur sy.semakin matang...tergelak besar sy..
sy hnya manusia biasa...kdg2 kita perlu berubah jg walaupun kecil...semua utk menepati perubahan keadaaan yg berlaku dlm diri kita =)

kpd suami sy...muhammad ammar faiz kamaruddin...
terimakasih sudi hadir dlm hidup syg..
beliau la yg bnyk mngajar sy erti hubungan dan cinta..
setiap dr kita pasti tertanya2 bgaimana cara inigin mmpunyai psgn yg boleh mmbahagiakan kita...n sapa sebenarnya jodoh kita...benarkah dia orgnya...semua persoalan akan timbul...
bg mereka yg pnuh tnda tnya...jadikanlah amalan solat sunat ketika dinihari..memohon petunjuk agar tidak lari dr sasaran keberkatan dan rahmat Allah Taala..
cinta yg diberkati dan dirahmati lebih baik dr segala cinta yg ada...
kami berdua pon masih lg amalkannya...supaya tidak lari dari landasanNya..
semua ini memerlukan istiqamah dan tawadhuk serta iman..

ooppss.
dah bnyk merepek nih...
angin nk memotivasikan diri..
apa yg disampaikan adalah utk perkongsian dan diri sndiri semoga hubungan yg terjalin akan dirahmati olehNya..insyaAllah =)

p/s: mereka yg dalam dilema bercinta...selalulah dekatkan diri dgnNya..bnyk muhasabah diri ya...dan yg penting..semua ini perlukan masa...

hati..

2009-10-29T18:17:00.000+08:00

hati..
tika gembira..kau kembang gembira...
tatkala itu..snyuman meniti di bibir si pmilik hati...
berzikir tanda ksyukuran...
namun..kdgkala si pmilik hati alpa..
diturunnya dugaan pd si pmilik hati sbg peringatan..
panas bkn spnjg hari..pasti turunnya hujan di tgh2..

hati...
tika kau bersedih...kau meratap hiba...
sedar atau tak..kau tlupa pd si Pencipta...
kau lupa mngadu pdNya....
apa yg kau lakukan adalah..mnyalahkan takdir..
tatkala hatimu disinar sdikit hidayah..
kau tersedar yg kau bkn keseorgan dlm mnempuhi ujian kehidupan..
kau merasakan yg dikaulah bernasib malang..
tp...ada lagi insan yg hebat lagi ujiannya..
lalu kau tersedar bhwa mereka ini masih mampu mngukir snyuman...
tersedarlah yg hatimu kegelapan..kesdihan...
lalu kau mncari kembali sinar yg smakin malap itu..
lantas kau sujud kpdNya memohon keampunan..
sesungguhNya Dia itu Maha Pengampun dan menrima taubat..

hati...
tak kira la apa jua yg dihadapimu...
kembalilah pdNya...
sesungguhNya Dia mngetahui apa yg terbaik utk kita..
kita...si pmilik hati...
Dia mnguji kita dgn pelbagai cara...
ada yg dilimpahkan pelbagai nikmat tp menyesatkan...
ada yg diturunkan ujian bertimpa-timpa tp membawa kepada tawaduk..
pasti jika kita beriman kita akan tersedar ujian-ujian ini..
setiap yg menerima ujian adalah tanda kasih dr Ar-Rahman kita..

hati...
indahnya jika dihiasi zikirullah...
pasti hatimu setenang air sungai yg mngalir...
cantiknya pekerti si pmilik hati andai disemikan dgn sifat mahmudah..
pasti si pmilik hati juga cantik seperti mawar merah yg mekar mewangi..
senangnya hati andai dapat menerima apa jua dgn hati terbuka..
pasti setiap ujian yg dtg dihadapi dgn tenangnya...

hati..
jgnlah bersedih...(la tahzan)
sesungguhNya..kembalilah kpd Pencipta alam ini..
khabaran padaNya..pohonla ketenangan hati drpdaNya...
Dia Maha Mengetahui...

"Ya Allah...kurnikanlah kami hati setenang hati kekasihMu iaitu Muhammad...kurnikanlah kami sedikit drpd budi pekertinya agar kami mnjadi hmba yg bertaqwa utkMu Ya Allah...Ya Rabb Ya Rahman...tetapkanlah hati kami pada jalanMu Ya Allah...jalan yg diredhaiMu....sesungguhnya...Engkaula Yg Maha Mendengar lg Maha Mengetahui...perkenankanlah doa kami amiiin Ya Rabb al a'lamin.."

abgsyg~

2009-10-28T04:36:00.000+08:00

abgsyg..
syg sayang abg..
sayang sgt..
terimakasih sudi bersama syg...
insyaAllah..kita akan sama-sama berusaha utk mencapai cinta ke syurga
(^__^) x sabar nk jumpa abg...ada lg sebulan...
ehehe syg tau abg takleh nk tgk lg blog nih...nti abg baca tau...kalu smpat..abg tulis la pape..nti syg tunjukkan abg =)

=) jodoh??

2009-10-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

22 oktober 2009 - last weekend..ny hubby came to me..we have 3 days of holidays with full of things to do..ahaha..we enjoyed a lot!!thanx abg for coming...i love u very much.u mean a lot to me..ehehehe dh lari tajuk la plak....the date 16-18.10.2009 is our mini honeymoon =) thanx abg for make it real...i really appreciate it...
regarding the title..jodoh..many of my friends asked me this thing lately...dahla smua tkejut ngn my wedding plan..ehehe..me also still surprised..ahaha b4 this i cannot think if im getting married during my study..but i feel relieved =) alhamdulillah =)
jodoh is something that u cannot predict..it is vary in each person..some of them might find it very soon...some of them find it late.and some of them might not find..but keep on searching and praying for the best...Allah knos best for each of us..have faith..
our great motivator, Dr.Hj. Fadzilah Kamsah said that..we must find and work hard to find our jodoh..xkira laki or perempuan..don't just wait..BUT...find ur partner in a good and correct way..a way that blessed by Allah...from my deep down inside my heart..this jodoh..is a very creative way Allah had created to us...to have a better,real relationship and to love in His bless.. =)
whatever it is..doa is the best medicine...i'll always used this formula since my secondary school (usaha + doa + tawakal = Kejayaan)
okay..see ya till my next post..when??only Allah knows....subhanallah..alhamdulillah...allahuakbar...

welcome back~

2009-09-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt..
ehehe skema la plak..welcome back for blogging...ehehe..after my hubby told me that he wanted to have a blog..i came out with the idea to share blog with him...he did not know yet that i had made this blog..but i'll tell him =)
i know that...both of us have the similar vision...sharing what ever we thought..it never a waste when it comes about sharing...ehehe sbb tu la tajuk blog ni "secebis rasa...dikongsi bersama"
anyway..jom study...aku nk prepare for next pro...my hubby pon tgh exam..all da best dear..my pray always be with u insyaAllah =)